Angel and Moe Tails at Animax Carnival 2014

Animax Carnival

Day 1

   

I woke up   today because I already knew what kind of makeup I wanted to do  I've done it before last  I'm having on Gyrau eye makeup  I can finish it off fast  Been Gyaru for  years  The only problem was that I didn't plan on what to wear 

I had  outfit changes before we left the house  Throughout making a mess in my room  Crystal, Carmen  Venessa had already came over  We're all leaving together as soon as Alice gets back from tuition then Ru's getting us there  I decided on my outfit by the time Alice got back  was also pretty much done with accessorizing  Alice got prepared in  minutes then Ru came  Off we go to Mid Valley Megamall

  

It was already noon  when we got to the convention centre  I was very very crowded  we were lost We didn't know how to do to get in But we found out how  it turned out that we had to wait for our turn to get in  So we took a number then had   Carl's Jr.  while we waited

Ru wasn't in the shot because he was somewhere else doing something else 

After  and touch ups  We got in to the event hall There was also a makeup exhibition  a health exhibition going on there  but we went straight into Animax Carrnival

Everyone got a piece of paper that we need to get it stamped  for fun  there were altogether  different sets with  stamps We get redeem a free gift  once we've gotten all the stamps  but Angela was on stage when we got in Everyone was watching them  nobody could do anything else until their performance was over

We could watch them perform all over the carnival They set up screens all over the place We were too far  too short to watch them So we could only watch through the screens  Alice took some photos of their gallery too

Can you guess how many posters are there all together

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When Angela's performance  QA time was over the stations for the stamps were opened again but it was about time we had to leave 

We stopped my the Makeup Fair right next door  We even got our eyelids fixed The booth was selling lace type eyelid makers  there was a lady there who did everyone's eyelids  Ru got me a box of the eyelid laces   Then  we left the makeup fair for Purikura

We only took Purikura with MeroMero 2  Bijyo Cosme 3 which both were in MollyFantasy They have Akogare Baby 3  AEON Big CUBE 003  Neko To Hyou 3  Sweet Kitty and Cool Panther 3  are  Galatic Laser

Drama Time

A while ago  I did a rant on Purikura vandalism  Specifically the one here on MeroMero 2  Bijyo Cosme3  I was bold with the rant  I even had their names  links in the rant I tagged them on  too They read  they weren't happy with it at all Instead of telling it to me face to face  They decided to do more vandalism How immature This time  with my name on it It said  you Angel Bling  Angel Bling loves someone I never even met Seriously You can't see the vandalism on photos because someone tried to remove it  My guess is the staff of MollyFantasy or people from KAGA Amusement 

Enough of that nonsense now So here are the Purikura that we took

MeroMero 2

Bijyo Cosme 3

PuriPix
Sadly, MeroMero's PuriPix photos are unavailable 

We spent quite some time  MollyFantasy as we waited for Crystal there  She went off with her clique halfway during the carnival  I had the time to camwhore in the Purikura machines Who wouldn't It's killer lighting in there  I even had a round of Taiko with Alice When Crystal came  We all went home  Ru

Carmen  Venessa came back to our place  waited for their parents to pick them up Ru dropped of Crystal somewhere near her house while we were on our way back So what we did back home was take more pictures  I transformed back to normal

 
I feel so powerless without my falsies!

More Selfies

Carmen Ru Crystal Venessa Alvan Jackie

TODAY'S LOOK

OTHER STYLES~ Chapter 80 ( Pastel Monster )

 Super Angel Blue Lens 16.0mm

 Gold Eyeshadow

 Big Round-eye Eyeliner
 Winged Downwards
 Dolly Wink No. 1 + No. 2 + No.4 ( Upper Lashes )
 Dolly Wink No. 13 ( Bottom Lashes )
 Tiny Gold Glitters at the Inner eye corners, Eyelid and Brow bone
 Large White ( Rainbow ) Glitter flakes at Under eye area

 KPP inspired mouth

Last Halloween

Kyray Pamyu Pamyu

My New Twinnie

Thank Yous

Big fat hugs and kisses for everyone who tagged me on   

FaceBook

Instagram

Animax Carnival

Day 2

   

Initially  I planned to wake up  but then the alarm went off  I left it on snooze I finally woke up at   got my roar on I had no idea what I was going to do for a lioness look So I was doing my makeup with a photo of an African Lion as reference I'm glad that it turned out pretty good As for my outfit I just went with something black

Ru's not going to join us today So I'm driving  Have you ever seen a lion drive I had to get some gas  the people  the gas station were like  What is that  We left  before we reached MidValley  We got lost there for  minutes  Eventually  we got our butts back on track  reached our destination

We reached MidValley earlier as compared to yesterday  there were way more people today We took our number just like yesterday then went for Purikura again But before that  Venessa helped Crystal  I to take photos with other Cosplayers

       

       

Mad Hatter

Iron Man

I have no idea but she has long legs LOL

Spot the tiger here! ( Not lion, tiger )

We got our numbers after a few snaps with other Cosplayers then went to MollyFantasy

Bijyo Cosme 3

MeroMero 2

PuriPix

After a couple rounds of Purikura  Venessa  I were separated from the others  And we were kinda lost too  Alice, Carmen  Crystal were already  Manmaru Homemade Udon 

Lost....

At the Udon House 

My lunch!

Selfie with Carmen and Green Tea!

After   We went back to the convention hall upstairs  The line was moving a lot more faster than yesterday We could get in instantly when we reached After getting stamped on our hands  retrieving the stamp collection card  We drew on Animax' Graffiti wall

Now to stamp collecting At the first stop  We had to write our wish on a card Then it was Bleach's Corner We took a group photo in there  Crystal went off with her friends After that  It was Fairy Tail's There a huge cut out of an ice explosion so we took photos with that too

       

Bleach                                                                                           Fairy Tail

 down  more stations to go The last  stations were games There was a dart game, a shooting game  a traditional Japanese game with a hammer  I'm not sure what it's called Win or lose You'd still get a stamp It was fun 

While we were collecting the stamps  The Cosplay competition was going on at the same time too We were watching them compete while we were in line for the stamps When we were done collecting all  stamps We stood by a screen  watched the rest of the participants There were a couple of guest Cosplayes from Thailand as well They weren't competing but they performed on stage too

Completed stamps!

The Cosplay competition was over  we went to redeem our free gifts with the cards Sadly I couldn't get a gift because they said  pets allowed Just kidding They said that there was no more stock What Never mind

When that was over  we left the convention centre  on our way out I got to take a photo with a couple of Cosplayers

       

Elsa

I saw this guy at VGB's Cosplay Gathering!

I met up with Sahil  we took some photos He took a few shots of me during last year's Comic Fiesta too

        

      

After taking a few photos with Sahil  We went downstairs  just walked around taking selfies  Then we came across a campaign for shark fins We even took some photos with the fishies The short shark was the cutest one among all the sharks  It's tail was even touching the ground 

A little bit further up ahead  We saw a very famous rectangle  took photos with it as well I was a lion so I guess I can say that I went well with the rectangle  Can you guess with this rectangle is yet  Anyways  Here are a few photos taken  the campaign

All we did after leaving the carnival  was pretty much just walking around  We took a break  had some snacks  AEON

 Then we went home  But before that  Look who I ran into while we were on our way to the car park  And check out what else we bumped into 

 I sent everyone home today  So there's nothing left to tell  let's stop here

TODAY'S LOOK

OTHER STYLES~ Chapter 81 ( Lion )

  EOS 325 Brown Lens

 Matte Brown + Gold and White Shimmering  Eyeshadow 

 Covered up Brows

 Face Contour and Highlight with Lion references

THE LION, MY MIRROR

PAST CREATIONS: BIG CATS

Leopard
Leopard ( Redo )
Masked Leopard
White Tiger

Leopard and White Tiger

That's all for Animax Carnival 2014

I'm not Happy ( Rant )

Looks can be deceiving. I may be still smiling but I've been feeling like a huge pile of dung for the past week and I still am feeling horrible. No amount of makeup, chocolates, ice-cream, internet memes or shopping can save me like how it used to. I feel very destructive and I don't know how much longer I can hold this feeling in. All I just do is sleep more lately to get my head off of things. I used to think i'd die of diabetes someday, but I'm having doubts about it now. I might die of depression. God knows. I'll get professional help when I need it. The last time I felt bad, I did a rant and it made me feel all good again. Hopefully, ranting going to help me out again this time.

Why am I ranting? My hair is disgusting. It's not a "I need a spa day" rant, but I can't take it anymore. The colour of my hair is pure ugliness. It's black, brown and blonde in all the wrong ways. It even appears blue to some people, red and purple in some photos and even green! I need an even hair colour to make myself feel batter. I've been having this colour for almost half a year now and I didn't dye it because I've been having hair fall problems for a while ( It's getting better now ) and a friend of mine who works at a salon advised me not to dye my hair for at least a year. Well, screw that. It's either I dye it, I shave it or I get depression. This was in my head for quite some time now but it's only lately that it's starting to get to me.

Leave the hair aside for now, my car had problems. Something was wrong with the gear box. I didn't know until it was super obvious that Willy ( my car ) was wrong. I told my mom and she said it was the gear box. Willy had been making noises even before he got services ( which was a few months back ) and after he came back home, the noises were still there, so I thought it was normal. Turns out it wasn't so we got him fixed. I didn't have to pay for it neither do I know how much was it to fix him but I still feel bad for making him this "ill".

That's over now, the car's fixed. Right? Well, guess what? I met with my first accident. I was driving to the Main Place at night with mummy beside me and Alice and Avery were at the back. A car in front of us on the right lane bumped into a rock the size of a human head and the rock rolled to our lane. It was shiny and we all thought it was a plastic bag except for my mom who was shouting beside me. I bumped into it and got a flat tire. We got help from a car accessory shop nearby. They were kind enough to change it into the spare tire. We continues our journey to Main Place but I felt horrible once again. 

To make the crash worse, I was upset with my boyfriend that day. So upset that I didn't tell him a thing about the rock incident but instead, I posted the news on my FaceBook Timeline. I was mad with him a day before this happened because I felt ignores. Arrogant? I thought it was a mood swing so I got over it. He took the blame and I'm not happy with it but to stubborn to admit that it was my fault. He promised that it won't happen again.It happened again the next day. "Promise is a big word." That's what mad me so upset that I didn't tell him about something like the accident that happened. I couldn't sleep that night, I tried till midnight then I texted him. I told him how I felt and it felt like he didn't care. He didn't know why I was upset and he only replied the most six words in a sentence during the conversation. I was crying the whole time and all I wanted to do was get over it. I can't remember the last time I cried. I know he loves me but I'm feeling insecure. 

We made up in the end and he talked to me the next morning as if nothing had happen. I thought it was good to leave the past in the past but I still still frustrated and it showed. He knew I needed chocolates so he brought me some that evening ( even when he knew I was mad ). It was nice of him to do that even after I told him to "forget it". But it got worse. When he handed me the chocolates, he could tell it by my face that I'm sad but looked right at me like he doesn't know what happened. Does he? I felt even more insecure then and just walked away before I exploded..

The day after he gave me chocolates, we went out for a movie at night. I still felt just as bad and insecure. I asked if he knew about the crash with the rock, he said he knew about it. At that moment, the only thing in my mind was "Why didn't he ask me anything about it first?" He didn't even ask anything about the accident afterwards. How do I not feel insecure? I'm not as mad and upset as I was on "day 1" but I feel scared now.

Speaking of scared. I have this problem for years now: I can't save money. I've been living like a gypsy for the past eighteen years of my life! Leave alone the past, let's talk about now. I'm currently studying in college now. It's been three months. I have about four hundred buck to live on for every month. I notice now that it's barely enough for food and transportation. I drive myself to college but petrol, toll and parking fees are pretty expensive. I'm using up my own money that I was saving up on some expanses and it's all used up now. I was going to save up for a camera but guess I can forget about it now. If I were to save up money, that means that I have to cut off my social life and that means no more outings and I don't think I can live like that. I don't have the will power. When college ends in four years, I'll have to pay back the loan myself. What am I going to do? I need another job but I can't leave my current one. Weekend job? Wow. I'd be a working zombie.

So without any money, I can't change my phone too. I've been using an Xperia Sola since January 2013. Normally , the phones I use would only last up to a year then disaster strikes. This phone however, has been with me for one year and three months but it's by far the worse phone ever! It's my first and only smart phone but I can tell that it's not the normal "lag" most phones have. I've been seeing my phone lag in weird ways, solved it, dropped it into my toilet ( it was clean that time, chill ), fixed it myself but it's just so retarded that I was sacrifice it to throw it at someone I hate. Just looking at it makes my days even worse but I can't live without it.

That's pretty much what's been on my head for the past four days. I'm still a bit depressed. Did I forget to mention that the passengers on MH370 were announced dead? No, I didn't. But you've probably heard about it by now and maybe it's why I've been feeling so glum. Or maybe it's just PMS? Or am I getting old? The heck? I'm only nineteen. The important thing is that I feel better after getting this off my chest. It's only been four days but four days have never felt this slow. It's going to b Friday tomorrow. Hopefully, I'll be able to get rid of at least one problem: My hair.

If you're concerned about me, I'll let you know that I'm not going to go suicidal, do drugs, drink and get wasted or do anything silly. I'm depressed ( I think ), not dumb.

I'm still alive by the way. I saw this photo I took a few hours ago and realized how bad I was faking to be alright. Then I went KaBoom on my blog. Thanks for hearing me out.